December 2009
bestfriend(:
frosty845:
Ah so carey mcmahon hopefully I spelled it right. Well she’s amazing. And has some swag :P met her in stumpfys class and she’s cool haha ily dork :)
“FROSTY’S MY FAVORITE PERSON EVER && HE HAS MAJOR SWAG && I...”
"just know that i'm always here for you"
I’ve heard that so many times in the past week that i think i might go crazy.
YOUR always here? what, are you kidding me? every single one of you? there’s one person in my life who has proved that they are always there, someone that through what seems like hell, they’ve stuck around. through thick and thin, never seeming to blame me for having these problems that i feel like not...
pain.
it’s the only word that even comes close to describing me anymore. everything else seems to simple, or even to complex. this is it, pain, depressed, and 100% & completely lost.
i’m sick of feeling so deprived and weak. i want all these feelings to be over, to go away, completely. i think to much, about all this that shouldn’t run ramped through a fourteen year old...
more confused and more broken.
every time i see you,
those feelings come alive again.
everything we had,
seems to become everything that’s coming out to be.
every single smile and laugh i share with you,
rings through my head forever.
i try to change, to move on, just to get you out of my head.
none of that works.
ignoring you makes me worry about you more.
looking the other way makes me feel like the lower...
my favorite ♥
why did i trust you?
why did i even try to understand you?
why did i actually believe that i might be able to love you?
why. why. why. I want to know, I’m dying to. you made everything feel so perfect; you told me forever and always. maybe i should’ve asked you to define that first because this is far from what i call it or even what i thought forever and always meant.
Not talking...
sometimes just to live is an act of couage..
latley, i’ve been able to realize a lot of things. whether i’m truly “finding myself” or just getting a real taste at life, this has been an exciting journey. starting highschool, faliing in love again, and just creating my new and improved self. this is my journey, and i call this journey my life.
i’ve been known for putting to much into someone, way to fast....